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| Sunday, December 18th, 2005 | | 9:48 pm |
bummer
aw... i think i'm out of this whole livejournal dealio. i've had a xanga for more than 2 years. but i never used it. but most of the people i know are on it.. so yeah, i'm lame. xanga- funkedout52 love you guys. | | Sunday, December 4th, 2005 | | 1:09 am |
a new alliance has been formed....
so tonight was flippin incredible. good times. middle school gathering at the Y with several hundred munchkins. best part of the night was doing the cha cha slide in miniature chairs behind the food bar with ty while all the kids laughed at us. went to stud pros. wow. i am a lot closer to making my decision. but it was sooooo funny. i mean, the actual plays were all right, but seeing friends going insane was amazing. grar. my loins are tingling (that one's dedicated to pegla) headed over to becky's. crawled around on her floor for awhile in glee. scared the shit out of chrissy when ty and i went to her house at like 1. but she made me a sweet necklace. and i'm excited for that. i am the proud owner of a street sign. trailblazers friday was entertaining. kc's last night was also quite entertaining harry potter and poetry rock out. woooooo. good times and now kc, pegla, rob, and i are entertaining ourselves at lunch this week. nice. oh yeah. and he gives incredibly satisfying hugs. ah, i melt. Current Mood:  giddy | | Saturday, November 26th, 2005 | | 4:35 pm |
how long has she known him? uh.. about 20 minutes...
these have been some strange days... tried to work on a group poem that ended up no where spent thanksgiving trying not to get molested by creepy family friends and checking my phone every five minutes for a way out got blown off THREE times in one week. but believe me, he's going to hear about it tonight thought i was insane. seriously, i was ready for the psych ward. no joke. worn the same outfit for about three days straight because it's so comfortable watched as my mom bought a 36 pack of bosco sticks.. honestly, who wants that many bosco sticks? ended up at a college party got extremely friendly with some people. got kicked out of salvation army for chatting with pegla too long. and possibly for hiding in the racks of clothes and now we do it again tonight. gathering. some time. somewhere. give me a ring if you're cool enough to join later lovers. | | Friday, November 18th, 2005 | | 10:19 pm |
she forgot to exist
i have only felt this way two times in my entire life. two. times. the first: january 16th, 2005. the second: tonight. i can't speak. i can't move. i can't even think. this is going to be extremely dangerous. | | Thursday, November 17th, 2005 | | 9:35 pm |
| | Sunday, November 13th, 2005 | | 7:21 pm |
male time
boy 1: we have a past. you're pretty fucking sweet. people will probably disagree but i know what i want to happen. this next month should be interesting boy 2: we also have a past. you're also pretty fucking sweet. a little unorthodox i admit, but things are just heating up. sometimes i shouldn't, but i'll pretty much always forgive you. boy 3: lay off the booze and you might be awesome boy 4: leave her alone or i will come to your house and attack you. boy 5: sometimes i want to punch you in the face. and sometimes i want to sip hot chocolate and look at the stars with you. but i'll still never be able to forgive you for what you did to me. boy 6: why must you be so fucking attractive? it makes my hands tingle boy 7: stop lying to yourself. it's never going to happen boy 8,9,and 10: i love you and i'm missing you really hard right now. but you promised to call when you come back into town. and i'm going to hold you to your word boy 11: get a grip man. and stop being so fucking weird. boy 12: i hate to love you. and i'm afraid to talk to you because you might think i'm coming onto you. which i am not. and i never will be. boy 13: you're strange. i like that. we need to hang out more. boy 14: stop kissing me. it's weird. boy 15: i miss you. alot. and you're pretty fucking attractive. good job on that one. boy 16: what the hell happened to you? i haven't talked to you in three years. i want to dance around your face and show you what you've been missing out on. that was purely for my entertainment. | | Sunday, October 30th, 2005 | | 7:15 pm |
i just spent two hours terrorizing little kids in the back of a transformed Halloween bus with kyle the pirate, seth the hairy chested elvis, and jake the m and m... and then there was me... the sweatshirted-skull-iceman-hat-girl. haha. skills. i liked the kids that tried to steal the skull out of jake's bucket. and the ones that ran at me full speed and jumped into my arms to help them down. those are the cool ones. Current Mood: giddy | | Tuesday, October 25th, 2005 | | 12:30 am |
Chapter TWO: get boy
speakfree22: dammit speakfree22: i need to stop this speakfree22: you're a bad influence lee speakfree22: haha funkedout52: what? speakfree22: you and all your random hook ups speakfree22: they've rubbed off on me funkedout52: haha shut up funkedout52: mine are all well thought out and planned speakfree22: hahaha funkedout52: i spend days making charts and graphs and tables funkedout52: i know exactly what to say and when to say it speakfree22: diagrams speakfree22: if you will funkedout52: yes, and that is why they go off so fantasically speakfree22: haha speakfree22: for sure funkedout52: and always leave said boy wanting more speakfree22: i should learn from your example funkedout52: actually, i think i'm going to write a book speakfree22: hah speakfree22: called speakfree22: 'how much to drink before you can call it random' funkedout52: hey pegla... only twice was there ever alternate substances involved speakfree22: haha funkedout52: it should be called: forgive me father, for i have sinned: how to get what you REALLY want (the unedited version) speakfree22: NICE speakfree22: i want a copy now funkedout52: ok, i'll start writing it tonight actually, i would only call one of them random. so psh. gave becky her present. apparently she liked it. whooo. bonus points for lee. and to everyone who helped out. i made her a scrapbook with tons of pictures, some all the way back to freshman year. and i had all or most of our friends write her letters and stuff. and i put it together with lots of double sided sticky tape and glitter glue. perfect senior year present. haha, i think lee just got some bonus friend points. no school til 10 tomorrow and then no school on wednesday. we're going to rock out tomorrow night. LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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good news. Current Mood:  chipperCurrent Music: you turn the screws- cake | | Wednesday, October 19th, 2005 | | 10:39 pm |
belly chuckle
10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong 01) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. 04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. 06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children. 07) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children. 08) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America. 09) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children. 10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans. on another note, if this whole deal-io works out, it'll be the sweetest thing in the entire world. | | Monday, October 3rd, 2005 | | 4:51 pm |
sliced.
what does it do to you? it robs you of your heart, robs you of your soul, takes away the ability and the desire to eat and to sleep, robs you of your sanity. what does it feel like? need. overwhelming need, uncontrollable need, unimaginable need. what does it feel like when you get it? relief, followed by horror, followed by need. why can't you stop? i don't know. why can't you stop? i don't know. why can;'t you stop. i don't know. we ask no questions... we already know the answers. we fuck up your lives. we ruin every single one of your days. we are your worst nightmare. you don't know what to do with us. you're at the end of your rope. you don't know what to do. you're at the end of your fucking rope. you don't know what to do. i don't know what to do. | | Wednesday, September 28th, 2005 | | 8:45 pm |
if you had asked me last week if i was courageous, i would've said yes and probably given you a dirty look. if you had asked me on monday... i probably would've given you a impish grin and nodded my head. if you had asked me at school today... i would've pulled my hair in front of my face and looked away. if you ask me now... i will say yes and try to ignore that shot of adrenaline in my chest. we'll see how gutsy i am tomorrow. Current Mood: optimistic | | Thursday, September 22nd, 2005 | | 11:05 pm |
you don't have to go home, but you can't stay here..
I refuse to give you the satisfaction of knowing my shit without my knowledge. The online journal. Just a facade, designed to hide behind computer screens and keyboards. On here, I can spit the truth without even saying a word. But you don't have my permission. Too many times it's been my only source of communication. Too scared to watch your face screw up with anger/happiness/betrayal/devastation as I tell you the truth. So fuck this. I’m not giving you the easy way out. You mean too fucking much to me. So I’m done with this all this online shit for a while. You know I need some answers. And I know you have my number. | | Sunday, September 18th, 2005 | | 5:10 pm |
a super fantabulous night....
in the words of the super articulate erica.. dude. you can't fucking smoke a leaf. here's to a night of not feeling anything and waking up in the morning soaking wet and covered in random little bruises. also to overdosing on chocolate and making faces through the window at pita kabob. | | Saturday, September 10th, 2005 | | 12:08 pm |
oh what a night..
last night was beyond incredible. i can tell right now... college is going to rock. oh the perks of the dorm room. Current Mood: giddy | | Friday, September 9th, 2005 | | 12:03 am |
family ties
so i just met my 34 year old cousin tonight. she was named the 'rebel' and the 'bad' child. i think she's fucking amazing. she dragged me out of the house at like 11'30 in a drunken stupor, despite my protests of school tomorrow, or i guess today... then proceeded to tell me her life story. including EVERYTHING she's ever done. haha so much fun. my uncle used to work for the FBI or the police or some sweet shit like that. it sucks for my cousins because they could never put anything past him. he always knew when they were lying. anyway, after he retired he worked at a high school. so he pretty much knows all... interrogated me on everything I'VE ever done. but not in a bad way, more like making jokes about it and stuff. i only wished he lived closer to ann arbor instead of all the way in arizona. then my cousins husband is hilarious. very straight forward and blunt.. it's great. first thing he asks when i meet him, 'so, do you have a fake ID?'. he then told me how to core an apple and fix a pop can to smoke pot in. mind you, i didn't really ask for all of this information. he told me all about 'boys my age'. then he straight up asked, 'are you sexually active? use protection!' according to my cousin: 'ann arbor is so much different than what i remember.. i feel like i've been raped with a rubber plunger'. according to my uncle: 'when parents have a boy, they only have to worry about one dick. when they have a girl, they have to worry about everyone else's'. according to my cousin's husband: 'i only run in marathons so i can get the free beer afterwards' oh how i love the family. Current Mood: amused | | Saturday, September 3rd, 2005 | | 12:03 am |
ever notiice how all the old hippie people in ann arbor smell like pepper?
funny how a tiny match can reignite an old flame. congratulations lee. you've officially managaed to set yourself up to get screwed over. again. flippin hormones. this should be interesting. Walkerstalker00: dude Walkerstalker00: i miss you funkedout52: i miss you too funkedout52: mucho Walkerstalker00: me and petey missed you a lot funkedout52: don't say that.. you're going to make me sad again Walkerstalker00: haha Walkerstalker00: nah dont be sad Walkerstalker00: we had a homoerotic cabin together, so we pulled through A2pedro: thanks, i miss you lee funkedout52: miss you too kid A2pedro: hahahaha, goodnight funkedout52: night wow... i really miss some people right now. in my view, college kinda blows. they make you write endless essays that have to be perfect in every way, flip out until the acceptance letters arrive, and then they take all your friends away. i mean, with those perks... who wouldn't want to apply? one question though: how do you break up with someone that you never really dated in the first place? Current Mood:  drained | | Sunday, August 28th, 2005 | | 1:27 pm |
hell yes
funkedout52: omg, you are so shexy Auto response from speakfree22: :-D<--me, in love with lee. gawd. so yeah... i love pegla. mucho. two wild and crazy nights to conclude the glorious days of summer. and now i'm jamming to n'sync. Current Mood: chipper | | Saturday, August 20th, 2005 | | 11:21 am |
picture entries are the only ones worth tasting
 ( what? you want more? i thought so... )hi, my name is lee. and i have an amazing schedule. 1st s1 intro to pysch bullinger s2 philosophy robert 2nd trailblazers 3rd calculus AB klemmer 4th s1 computer applications allgeyer (kinda blows but looks good for colleges) s2 applied pyschology bullinger 5th s1 personal fitness diver (hahaha gym as a senior!!) s2 cr prose/poetry1 kass 6th physics sanborn 7th s1 cr prose/poetry2 kass hot mmm? hit me up if we're together. | | Sunday, August 14th, 2005 | | 2:03 pm |
| | Sunday, August 7th, 2005 | | 11:06 am |
gah. ok. enough whining. i've been incredibly positive about this whole ordeal... last night was just a mental breakdown stemmed off of a few things. i felt worse than ever. thus said, that post is now 'friends only'. if you want to it and a few other random posts scattered here and there, you need an account and i need to friend you. *hint hint* to all my non lj lovers. ANYWAY. feeling much better today. going back to my positive bubbly self. i know things will be fine. i'll just have a few lapses here and there. but that's a given. i need to surround myself with people. everytime i get really upset, it's when i'm by myself. only problem is, everyone keeps going on vacation. CAN'T YOU SEE I'M IN A STATE OF EMOTIONAL DISTRESS!!! but that's ok. haha, no one could do anything last night. but now i have plans with six people for today. er.... we'll see how that works out. off to work on my college apps. yay. ring it if you want to make it seven. Current Mood:  okayCurrent Music: super tramp | | Monday, August 1st, 2005 | | 4:24 pm |
pancakes with a side of guilt
breakfast this morning was one of the most depressing things i have ever gone through. i couldn't eat anything because i was so upset and tre sat there nibbling on some toast. forlorn looks and pained expressions, trying to figure out what the hell happened last night and why we are both in the shit. i still can't eat. i haven't eaten since dinner last night and my stomach is rolling around in knots. but i know as soon as i stick something in my mouth, it'll come straight back up. all i want is water. i feel terrible. but at the same time ecstatic. every time i start to cry it's out of pain and joy. i hate not being there but at the same time, i really needed to come home. that's right. i'm home. for the summer. tricky hmmm? tre. man i love that guy. so much. soooooooooooo much. looks like we'll be having our agq parties in the duece from now on. | | Sunday, July 17th, 2005 | | 10:47 pm |
broken tongues and jealousy
camp is incredible. beyond incredible. i'm on my 24 at the moment. holed up in some shanty hotel that also happens to have internet access. with a few other people but they seem to be frolicking outside at the moment. things are pretty damn sweet. i don't think i've ever been so relaxed/overworked in my entire life. i know i'm going to come out of this with some amazing friendships... had a little incident yesterday.. well actually, my days are filled up with incident after incident. that 's just how camp goes... but the incident involved me this time. a little turbulence, but it was nice to have him by my side. and i can honestly say that i'm happy he's gone. i've moved on to other things/person. so get ready for my stories. ;) | | Saturday, June 18th, 2005 | | 7:49 am |
'ok, we have exactly 15 minutes... GO GO GO!!'
i'm anxious and i can't sleep anymore... i leave in an hour. and i don't come back until august 28th. i'm extremely excited. but at the same time, not so much. i'm going to miss everyone and everything so much.  but it's worth it hmmm... Lee Eshelman Camp Algonquian 9928 M-68 PO Box 4188 Burt Lake, MI 49717 write me or i might have a fit. ;) oh yeah... and happy birthday to me last thursday. the party was amazing guys. and last night was an incredible way to leave ann arbor. my favorite part? when he wanted to catch a bunny for me and ended up sprinting through a glass filled parking lot in bare feet. tried to jump over the fence but ended up walking back to the car crestfallen after the bunny used its manipulative maneuvers. Current Mood:  anxious | | Sunday, June 12th, 2005 | | 9:18 pm |
we shared our love under the starry twilight.
last night was really hot... becky had some tennis racquets on her ass.. and my hand were tennis balls. and... yeah.  i have mad pinning skills. mad ones. ( ...more )  this is my baby. i got it yesterday for my birthday. how orgasmic is that...? except today was even hotter. that kid is a masochist. hah. Current Mood: cheerful | | Sunday, May 29th, 2005 | | 7:21 pm |
At this moment, I would like to declare my love for drunken, British men.  Current Mood: giddy | | Thursday, May 26th, 2005 | | 10:09 pm |
'this part always makes me squirm'
-my mom is really mad at me *why? -i almost set my house on fire today *what did you do now? -well... i left the gas stove on around nine this morning... and i didn't get back until 5 *good job on that one -also, i left a sheet of paper two inches away from the stove, the george foreman grill was left on, and there was a pile of grease next to the burner. oh, and my lighter was on the counter * (at this point i'm laughing my ass off) so, tell me... were you trying to burn your house down??? what a dumbass. | | Sunday, May 22nd, 2005 | | 6:34 pm |
the othello war
I was exorcised at Vet’s Park this morning on an orange, fuzzy blanket. I have teeth marks on my forehead to prove it. | | Sunday, May 15th, 2005 | | 10:00 pm |
| | Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 | | 10:08 pm |
it all began with one little phone call this morning...
speakfree22: hahahahaha speakfree22: actually that would suck speakfree22: if every guy in the whole world speakfree22: was just like speakfree22: there speakfree22: waiting to make out with you funkedout52: hahaha that would suck funkedout52: but then i would get to pick the hot ones today is a good day. a very good day. good start. good lunch. good practice. good end. and guess what? lee can walk. ( my political profile ) Current Mood: jubilant | | Sunday, May 8th, 2005 | | 5:56 pm |
we influence each other
i'm in such a good mood right now. breakin curfew last night was kickass. so much fun. except my leg was a bitch so i couldn't dance. oh yeah, i busted up my knee at my game on thursday. kinda blows, have to hop around on crutches and go to the hospital tomorrow. and no soccer for a while. kinda pissed about that, but i'm also secretly glad for a break... but it doesn't hurt even though i spent last night in a weird position. yeah so, after the show i went and hung out with some people. left that and drove around aimlessly for a while. ended up in dexter. haha. lots of strange wildlife. we saw two deer and i flipped out cuz i thought they were going to run and jump on the car, killing us all. last night was incredible though. i love spending time and getting closer to the people i love. breakfast was fun this morning too. no more bloody-nose-grapefruit-lovin. so times are sweet now. oh yeah, and after breakfast we bought flowers for my mom and i came home and made her breakfast in bed. haha, i make kickass pancakes. so they were a little burnt... it's the thought that counts eh? Current Mood:  enthralledCurrent Music: queen | | Thursday, May 5th, 2005 | | 9:26 pm |
i think this deserves a good old wtf?
Honestly, the ludicrousity (yes, I realize that’s not a word… but I like it bitches) of this new accusation had left me rolling on the floor. The first two, even three rumors at least had some validity. I could understand where they were coming from. Yes, most of it was still made up bullshit… but there was still an essence of truth. But this… wow. What are friends for eh? Apparently some people have no confidence in me. There’s a few that would say I’m an alcoholic, depressed, anorexic, whorish stoner. Maybe I should be extremely offended. But I’m not. Far from it in fact. It’s so completely bogus that I find it hilarious. Yeah, I’m sitting here chuckling as I type this out. Yeah, so… I have to talk to some people. BEFORE I find out more horrible truths about myself. Current Mood: amused | | Monday, April 25th, 2005 | | 8:21 pm |
would you like a little cheese with your wHine?
Through this world I’ve stumbled
So many times betrayed
Trying to find an honest word
To find the truth enslaved
Oh you speak to me in riddles and
You speak to me in rhymes
My body aches to breathe your breath
You words keep me alive
And I would be the one
To hold you down
Kiss you so hard
I’ll take your breath away
And after I’d wipe away the tears
Just close your eyes dearlast night was interesting.. and fun. as it always is (and regarding the previous entry, sunday was hotter than expected). however, the details can never be shared because of the ridiculous rules censoring me. i guess that's how i feel right now. censored and repressed. i want to be free to make my own mistakes. i know the only reason people are intruding is because they love me, or at least they love who i used to be. but honestly, i just want the chance to fuck it all up. and that's not saying that i'll purposely screw myself over, but at least i'll get a chance. as i've been constantly reminded these past couple months, i'm a lot different than last year... hell, a lot different than i was in december. and it's true, i admit it. i've been presented with options and have taken a different course than one i would previously. and it doesn't really matter what drove me to do those things because i did them consciously. sure, i wasn't fully aware of the consequences but i knew what i was doing at the time. and i still do. but through this process of 'discovering myself' i left a couple of people behind. with all the drama swirling around, exhausting me, the negative aspects of my personality have surfaced more often than i would like. by pulling myself too thin, i'm now more prone to crack in stressful situations. i have a tendency to be controlling and forceful. surprising? not really. ever since i was little i was always the kid that gave the orders. and naturally, probably because they were afraid i would kick the shit out of them, people did as i said. and i guess i'm used to that. i'm not the little dominating munchkin that i used to be, but i have my moments. and honestly, i don't want my best friend(s) to be intimidated by me. not saying that i'm going be a submissive kitten... not really my thing. but i'll try and behave. now it's time to mend a few relationships that mean the world to me. honestly, any happy feeling i currently possess would cease to exist if these people left me. i know a few of them don't agree with everything that i've done but that's ok. we all have our faults. these are a few of my own. i could go on and on about this. with me speaking my mind and still managing to leave out the essential details that would leave you to piece everything together. only a select few will manage to have a clue about what i'm talking about... and i will be the only one who understands it all. so. we begin from here. Current Mood:  contemplative | | Saturday, April 16th, 2005 | | 4:29 pm |
( ginormous pictures. ) ah i'm so excited for tonight. YAC lock-in at the Y. our months of hard work will finally pay off. and everyone's going to be there. 8 to 8, 12 straight. plus, i get to wear a hot t-shirt that says STAFF on the back. heh. last night was wicked amazing. truth be told, celebrity is a really fun game. and i suck at charades. hah. Current Mood:  bouncy | | Saturday, April 9th, 2005 | | 1:40 pm |
lurking around the woods at two in the morning with a busted up knee: bad idea. but fun nevertheless. | | Sunday, April 3rd, 2005 | | 7:17 pm |
'sometimes i love him. and i sometimes i just feel like beating his ass into the ground.' well i'm back. florida was all right. i guess. i'm covered in pieces of dead skin. it's peeling off my back in sheets. i say we make dead skin cities out of the stuff. actually, that imagery is pretty hot. well yes it is. my feet are covered in four hours worth of dirt and grass stains. almendinger park has some pretty fun fields. perfect for cartwheels and small bouts of ultimate steamrollar. i need to write this damn paper. shee=it. | | Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005 | | 8:24 pm |
grapefruit juice in the morning makes my lips tingle
well... we worked out those problems from the party. went over to her house, had a cry fest on her bed. meh, those things happen. but i still love my snorklypuss. this week has been rough. major ups and major downs. what can i say? i'm really glad break starts tomorrow. school blows... but that's a given. i mean, at the beginning of the year i was like.. shoot, junior year is esay. but now, well... it sucks. and it's not even school, it's all the shit i have to decide on outside of school. urgh. i'm going to florida again on saturday. orlando and disney world. again. for a week. again. deja vu anyone? but it'll be all right this time because i'm with my friends. it's for soccer so they'll be kicking our asses and we'll be running all over for hours every day. fun yes? tomorrow is ethiopian escape with all three teams. probably one of the most kickass games ever played. exciting. then we have some sort of team dinner. i want a mountain of spaghetti. now. found out about JC's today. i know how much it means to everyone and i still feel awful. sigh... things'll be ok i guess. i've been feeling kind of torn recently. it's like there are too many friends and not enough of me. i love them all so much but i don't have any time to spend with them. i feel like there's three sets of people. one are the girls i know and love. i'd do anything for them and i know they would do the same for me. these are the ones i feel like i haven't talked to in forever. REALLY talked to. then there's my camp friends.. plus some. they're incredible and i've been spending a ton of time with them recently. but we can't mesh together because people feel uncomfortable... i just want to point out that we're totally clean cut now. sure, some sketch stuff went on back in october. but that was months ago. things are fine now... we watch movies and eat kettle corn. not much harm in that huh? i know that i should really talk to everyone about this but i feel like i never have any time. and then there's the OTHER group. i don't mesh them for specific reasons. you have a right to be scared. but then, i'm not even allowed to talk about them. because if i was a good friend i would limit myself to only you. and sometimes that REALLY pisses me off. but i'm ranting. and no, this isn't directed at anyone.. or meant to make you upset. i'm over it already. and THIS is the longest post of the year. Current Mood: grateful | | Saturday, March 19th, 2005 | | 4:20 pm |
honestly. what the fuck is wrong with me? i'm hurting everyone that i love. i think it's time to just take me out back. | | 11:16 am |
Oh, what a night, late December back in '63 What a very special time for me As I remember what a night! | | Thursday, March 17th, 2005 | | 9:16 pm |
incredibly stressing day. no, make that week. i was having such a shitty day... but now i'm laughing. thank you jesse. (and everyone else who has the decency to put up with me) Current Mood:  cranky | | Saturday, March 12th, 2005 | | 12:21 pm |
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